Hi my dear friends of this small community,
This is my last post, before I zoom out and mingle with real friends and family, have some rest… some vacation and real relaxation. Because I am exhausted by all the work I did to create more engagement here, while working completely voluntary without earning any money, and slowly burning down the small amount of personal savings that I own.
My vacation is not a holiday, but a ‘Job Searching Quest’ to fulfill my oblications to the Dutch government to seek income fast and get off social security, that the past months kept me involved in vacancy search while juggling the many requests that came from you inspiring people and the outside curiosity had me continuously explaining and explaining - teaching and mentoring thus, but also learning.
Being all of the place with too many requests in too many places, and mostly online - inefficiently typing, not face-2-pace as we preach that one should do. But strangely enough it was still Time Well Spent.
Everything is more nuanced than I thought. Is something black & white? No, it is not! It is always a full spectrum of colors that exists between them. Please remember that as you angrily pronounce some person or some big company as ‘Evil’ or totally black-hearted!
I now understand fully, one hundred procent, what @tristanh meant when to me when he said to me 1st time we met on this same forum: “We apologize soo deeply for not being here with roadmaps and plans, that we could not spend any moment on this forum here. We were truly, sorely Swamped!”.
Hereby I call to all of you who doubt these founders of the Center - whom I’ve talked to in the digital realm - in their true motives: they have become true friends of mine! I am sure some day I will meet them in the flesh and we can shake hands, maybe a bear hug even, when we celebrate our combined success.
My frantic work has now made a mess. My personal vision - i.e. my 2 cts - is lying all over the place now, and you have to harvest them (consider them Small Data) and add it to the engagement models our combined efforts were dreaming up, materialize it.
Hereby I thank all whom I have interacted with over time. You are wonderful, and I love you!
PS. Maybe soon I am employed here again as Apprentice Cook for Life at the Pyramids base, where you are hard at work. Join me at my fire and cooking stove and I serve you a decent lunch, while we exchange our stories. But now I take the backseat for a while, and sleep some more